… did the same when I confronted the truth. The darkest of all. life is a yin right now. The buttery pale yellow light divides the colours it has so rote learnt. Its tiny little core brimming with blues and reds. It springs towards me. I no longer coffee. …Ode To A Blemished Self1151GoatElizabeth HelmichAug 22, 2017·1 min readSuch a beautiful intensity. Felt each step of your journey, and process of self-exploration here. Painful, but lovely.